in pain~ ow. my face, my lips, my knuckles... soreness... =P but i had a very fun day! had pretty good runs. i attempted the 360, and it ended up painful. i'll try again at whistler. =) well, jason's board is officially going to retire. i think he shoulda gone for the "tail grab".. hehehe
ok, blogs no more for a week. i think. unless i can somehow get a hold of a computer... nah~ =) i shall enjot the fact that i'm in a different country. and i need a conversion thingie-ma-bobber, freakin metric system. U.S. is all weird. anyhoo~ well, take care all~ =) that's it for now~

i'm DONE EVERYONE!!!! YYYAAAYYYY~!!! *HUGZ HUGZ* wheeeeee~
time to pack and snowboard and go home and see my mommy and daddy and big bro... =) =) =) love to all!

well everyone~ THIS IS IT. i've officially started my paper and it's not due today! O_O amazing, yes i know. after this is done, off to diamond bar i go! and then HELLLLooOooOo mtn. high! =) i'ma conquer the 360... i SHO WILL!
then i go home for a day, and OFF TO CANADA!! gosh so exciting... =) i can hardly contain it. i hope everyone enjoys their spring break, for those who have one! otherwise, just relax! it's spring time... wheee~ TAKE CARE EVERYBODY!!! safe journies~ =) *HUGZ*

the lil 145hp vtec engine that could! =) my sexy lil baby got me to turn in my final on time! at 2:30 on the dot, with me panting as usual. i'm so out of shape it's not even funny... well. here comes a historical moment in history. if janet wants to go boarding tomorrow, this will be the VERY first time that she EVER starts her final paper BEFORE the DAY OF. amazing, ain't it? tell me about it. this has never happened before and, sadly, i'm not exaggerating. =]
well i must pack too huh? CANADA, here i come! =) yay! and i get to see my best friend in just 2 days! wheee!
but before all this... write another final i must. trudgin' right along...

turtle boy david... CHILL. i'm ok~ =) anyhoo~ well i have TWO FINALS to write by tonite... well, i don't HAVE to. but i would like to, if i wanna see snow on saturday. i'ma go balls out again and attack a 360 this time!!! but before i think about all this i must first think about this paper... hmm.. intro intro... did i say INTRO?? =X
well, no sleep for me. i need more caffeine in my system. not just that, but these thoughts are occupying the brain space in my head and there's no extra room for me to concentrate. this is not a good thing... nope. and LOOK AT THE TIME. WHy why why?? argh~! someone hit me. gosh~ i'm so violent... well, i guess i should really crack down on my papers now. *sigh*...

"whenever i'm weary
from the battles that rage in my head
you make sense of madness
when my sanity hangs by a thread..."
- now and forever, R. Marx

i'm going to listen to my mommy and put on sunblock next time... =P icky peeliness...
anyone bored? wanna stalk me? click here and read up on our itinerary for our road trip to CANADA! =)

well ppl~ MOMENT OF TRUTH. it's only a P/NP class, but dood, i'm worried i might not pass. sad, yes i know. here comes my FIRST FINAL!!! ahhHhHHhhHhhh~! O_O

everyone - i hate bills.
note to self: AIM is bad for u.
*ahem ahem* announcement! young b-day boy david has now started blogging! =) read up on him at http://coyotecap.blogspot.com! exciting shit, man.
ok i don't wanna hear that girls suck anymore, cuz boys suck! so.. >=P that is all. =) ok back to nostalgia~

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAVID TRAN!!! =) yayyyy~ he's growing up! aww~ =*) i'ma get him some poutine for his birfday... hehehee...
well look at the time. have i studied yet? not really. at least i got some stuff done with armando at a newly discovered library that i didn't know existed. well, i had a wonderful conversation with my best friend, however. =) what bad timing for thoughts to float around in my head, and for her too. sooper. at least she doesn't have finals! lucky bastard-ette... *sigh*
i can't remember half the things i wanted to blog. i know there was stuff i was going to put up, but i can't remember them all now. i've been so nostalgic lately, i don't know why. i think i've looked at pictures at least everyday. i wanna take more pictures too. i don't think i have enough. and i wanna get a camcorder too... too bad i'm not good about putting pictures in albums. =P i think i'ma go look at some more pictures now... oh shnaz. ARGH~ no i have a FINALLLLLLL!!! =(

i'm going to really crack down on my finals now... stop dilly daddling, janet. i've been having such horrible work ethic lately!! *hits self*... AND ALL U PPL THAT IM ME! YOU'RE NOT HELPING!!! >=O (i need to blame ppl other than myself... hehe!!) death to the person that invented chatting.
well ppl, i didn't get in. no RA for me... but it's ok, cuz i get to live with my friends now, and i can still do all the things i wanted to do~ =) chin up!
life is weird and so very unpredictable. yes, i do like stating the obvious. just lemme think out loud! *sigh* someone hit me really really hard. hayley, u can do it~ =)

owie~ my face it burns! my skin is going to start peeling and get nice and icky. isn't that sooper? lovely. well i left the review session early b/c it was a freakin joke. so here i am reading for physics, but should get goin to visit simon! =) and i even did my laundry and everything... (proud of self) damnit, i smell good.
so lil daley got his spelling and vocab tests back today... 91% and 94% respectively. YAYYYY!!! =) and he called me a "fun tutor" today... let's hope that's foreshadowing for me as a future "fun teacher"! well, he was kinda frustrated today cuz i wouldn't give him answers. =/ i don't believe in giving him answers, esp. when i know he can figure it out. today was definitely one of those days that the two of us felt the effects of his ADD. but it was all good =) hakuna matata~

AaAAaaHHhhhHh~!!! NO ROCK CLIMBING TONITE!!! =*( (no that's NOT a booger, damnit.) AAHHh!! LOOK!!! ----> The REVIEW SESSION for the FINAL EXAM is 3/20, from 7-10pm, WLH 2005... .AAHHH!!! i'm sad, so i had to blog my disappointment. luckily, my climbing partner is sooooo understanding: "luks0r: mention how i was cool about it and all understanding and didn't give you a hard time. luks0r: make me look good haha" >=)
well.. tonite my good friend Simon from West Point is coming down to visit!! =) yayyy~ welcome back! *hugz* lot of catching up to do... =) i have a funny feeling that a bunch of us will be piss drunk tonite too... count me out! i'm designated driver! =) unless.. of course, i crash there.. hmm~ =/ i only see him once a year, if even that often... we shall see.
alrighty, i need to open my books. i really wish i were exaggerating when i say that i haven't even opened the books for my classes yet. actually, i read one and a half. is this interesting?? ok, finals... YOU'RE GOIN DOWN... *rooaarrr* >=O

well, finals week and things just seem sorta dead around here... my coughing seems to have eased up! =) and i didn't even take any medicine! thanx, john, for bringing me homemade clam chowder! =) it was absolutely delicious~ two thumbs up! and thanx to everyone who is so kind to me and everything... *hugz for everyone*
well, tomorrow (er, today) we shall conquer the very last rock face in the gym, then steve and i will have completed all of them! *ROAR* and this time, david and jeff better be there!!
ok i really don't have much else to say... final finals finals... =P poopie. well, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!

dood. i missed saturday's entry. ok great, it's past midnite, now i missed sunday too. oy~ and i thought it would never happen... alrighty well moving on~ i had an awesome awesome weekend! =) went boarding with jason and his friends to mtn. high, and GUESS WHAT, PEOPLE?? i finallyyyyy busted out my 180!! wwasssuuuppp~ so it wasn't anything "oooh.... ahhh"-ish (yes i'm going to be an english teacher!) but i caught some nice air for my grabs =) it was crazy... thanx jason, for yelling "u want speed! speed!" and making me fly~ hehe... kinda scary, but a niiiiice rush~ ...HELLOOOOO Whistler!!! i know jason was craving to ski, but we all know that boarding is better. ;) and he taught me his secret crepe recipe~ yummm =)~
though sat. proved to be great (despite a broken toenail and blisters and bruises), sunday was just the PITS. =P it was jason's day and he just reigned in basically all events we competed in: go kart, video game racing, chess, and .. air hockey! aahhh noOooOOo~ =( *sigh* but it's ok, b/c he may have won the battle, but the war is yet to be over... nonetheless, puzzle fighter is still MINE!!! chris murphy~ u talkin mad shiet... it is SO on.... >=O *roar*

so friday nite i didn't get to beat ppl down in puzzle fighter and ddr... it's ok. there'll be other times! >=) instead, had a nice homemade dinner with steve~ an excellent cook, made amazing things, i was thoroughly impressed! thanx again~ sorry i didn't really seem to help u with your... "issues," but perhaps next time? =) u got WHAT??... no no no... u got... WHAT???

ok.. CANADA CANADA... wha's the dealio? here is our itinerary! i love road trips =)

seasonal allergies??? NO. >=| they don't know their stuff. they think it's allergies... so i get to be a guinea pig and take claritin and see what happens. sooper huh? well, david is awfully excited that he's in my blog, so i'm going to let everyone know what a silly billy he is. even though he didn't make it to rock climbing with us - and yes, i acknowledge that u did NOT flake - he'd just better go with us next time! tonite is apsa stress relief sumthin or another, so perhaps i'll see u there, david? and chris.. and everyone! i just need to go put the smack down in puzzle fighter and DDR. tha's RIGHT... ya'll heard me right... HEAR ME ROAR!!! fear janet!!
hi~ i love girl scout cookies. i want tagalongs now. yum yum =)
well, classes are officially OVER!!! *jumps around* after next week... HOME FREE. =) but in the mean time i need to seriously focus. NO AIM for janet... =( .... =*(.... =~(... =~~(.......

um. uh oh. i feel sicker. so many ppl i know are sick right now. =( get better everyone~
so i tutored lil dale today... he held me hostage in my chair, wrapped me up in thick masking tape. just wound it around and around... but when my hair got stuck to the tape, he'd make sure to pull it off so that it didn't hurt me. it was cool.. he pulled off one strand, "does it hurt?" pull off another, "does it hurt?" TOO CUTE. eventually i was quietly ripping my way through as he did his work, and i guess one rip was just a lil too loud cuz he turned around and went, "what are u doing??" and he caught me escaping! so then he just let me free... =)
*cough* antibiotics.. yes. today. i will. YES I KNOW!!! i know i know.... =/
alrighty~ well tomorrow is the LAST DAY OF CLASSES!! yayy!!! the quarter went by quickly, but it was definitely a quarter packed with events. =) yay i just get to prep for finals now.. =P BLAH. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO'S GOT FINALS NEXT WEEK!!! i think i might go boarding on sat... =) sickness and all, yes. but before that, i get to have a lovely home-cooked meal with steve, it being no-meat day for him and all. and what meal is complete without steve's famous ice cream? best of luck with your 12:30 appt! =) i'm sure everything will work out... after all, your tarot card read that u will end up victorious! am i right? so with that, a good weekend to all~ =) *cough* damnit.

wow.. ok, so i had an awesome awesome climb with steve today!! we were both quite proud of ourselves... and i finally conquered that rock face! WOO HOOO! GO janet!! and i've got my eyes set on this one face that i KNOW i can do... next week. =) it's ON~... yay steve, we can do it! all i need for motivation is thinking about your homemade ice cream that i get to have afterwards =)~ *drool drool*
and for my highlight? my dearest bro (not by blood) makoto came to visit from japan!! he's studying abroad for a year, and he's come to visit for about 3 weeks. he's also coming to canada with us, so it'll be sooper to re-live our spontaneous canada trip from spring break last year. =) all my friends from my circle actually came together tonite, just to welcome him back. most of us had a lot of ish to do, but, we had to see him. he brought us all goodies, and i got a booklet/magazine on the SEXY Skyline GT-R!!! wwaazzuupp~ i miss my bros so much. =) i love em all like crazy, and i can joke around with them like i can with no one else... namely sexual jokes and whatnot. haha. we're all so comfy with each other, it's awesome. we can even smell each others' feet and just.. well. things like that. yes, i'm just one of the guys. =) i didn't realize how much i missed their company until tonite... *sigh* *cough* these are guys i never want to lose touch with, and i know i won't.. our kids are going to play together and everything! (so long as my kids don't play with jason's kids, cuz he's going to corrupt my kids and tell them mean lies! u stay away, ya hear??)
despite the fact that i had a million papers to grade, today ended up being a good day =) just little things. *smile* hakuna matata~ =) *cough*

weird weird... life is weird!!.... *nod*
ok so i just sat here staring at my screen for the longest time, i have a billion thoughts running thru my head but i can't write any of them down. plus i'm tired, and i just sit and stare when i'm tired. +_+ that would be me. =)
lil dale is such an awesome kid. i learned so much about him today, even though we've known each other for over 8 months now. i can't wait to see what kind of young man he'll grow up to be =) i feel like such a part of their family, it's so cool. but it feels so wrong to be getting money from them. =/ weird... both dale and his older bro Ivan can just wander around in the boxers in front of me =) that's how much of a comfort factor is established. =) i can't help but smile when i think of them... in their boxers. hehehee!
yay rock climbing tomorrow! i will conquer the rock face that laughs at me. joining steve and me - the pros that we are - will be baker and david tran! wheee~ climb on!!
*cough* ouch... um. yes i will get antibiotics tomorrow... er, that makes it today. um. i will get them SOON! or i'll just wait til jason gets to Level 5. hahhaha!! oh, and if any of you ever consider going to france, remember to first contact the french government..... >=)

*whine* woe is me~ can't go to work again. i'm going to get the students sick <=T i really really need to get antibiotics. yeah i'm feeling pretty miserable... DAMNIT JANET, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! i know i knowww~! i woke up this morning and had to struggle to talk... i'm losing my voice. maybe i'll get it back later on. =(
oh, just to clarify, "lil dale" is the kid that i tutor, and regular "dale" is my ex with whom i've recently broken up with. what are the chances of that? two dales in my life... =) both extremely silly and difficult not to like! hehe! i think i should perhaps sleep more... didn't get much sleep last nite... =/ *cough* =o

oh yah~! and, as of today, i have free long distance on my cell! yayyy!! *claps* =) so now i have NO excuse to not call ANY of you!.... =| yeah... =P *fart sound* oh shoot. grade papers... =/ i'm not typing this. *poof*

SHIT. i just realized today that not taking care of myself affects other people. i didn't even have to go to the doctor to figure this one out, but i'm pretty sure i have strep throat. lil dale - the kid i tutor - got sick last week with only a sore throat, and that was really odd to me that he happened to get sick the day after i tutored him last week. so i went and bought him medicine last week, and it turns out his older brother has strep throat now too. now they're both on antibiotics. i'm going to go to student health tomorrow to get antibiotics too, that way i don't get the students i tutor at San Marcos High sick too... =/ that would be very bad... so i guess it was a good thing i didn't go at all last week. hehee..
k~ so the people who live above me need to learn to NOT stomp the phuc around... >=( GRRR!
anyway~ so i had an awesome time with lil dale today! =) after we got all his work done, we went around to the side of his new house and played where there's lotsa dirt and it's really steep. he tied a hose around himself and tied the other end to the tree at the top. i got to bust out my newfound rock climbing belaying skillz and hoist him. he'd shout "gimme some slack!" or "pull me up!" and i did just that. the hose was all nasty and covered with dirt, so i got it to nicely coat my hands and smeared on my clothes. we pretended the football was a bomb (well, it was my idea.. hehe! shaddup!) and i went and grabbed it, telling him "oh no! the bomb! only 3 min left!!" and he played along and went.. "oh no! hurry give it to me!" and he was already at the bottom. and i shouted "but if i throw it down to u and it hits the ground, it'll detonate!" and he said "well we're just going to have to take that risk! c'mon i need to plant it!" and.. well, yeah we had fun. i was really tired afterwards though. then we played a lil bit of b-ball (and that would be BASKETball, jason) and had dinner. he needs to eat his veggies. his mom told me how amazing i was that i was outside all playing with him, that she heard me call him "captain" and something about a bomb and stuff. it was kind of embarrassing, cuz i didn't know she heard us outside.. =/ uh. hehe...
i have SO MANY freakin papers to grade!! ahhh!! yes, i'm a TA for the UCSD TEP dept. (Teacher Education Program) so come take my class ppl! i will assure u an "A" in the class... if i like u, that is. haha.. no no. um... yes. papers...papers... =P
OK THE PPL UPSTAIRS ARE PISSING THE FUCK OUTTA ME NOW... inconsiderate bitches.... =X

i just finished 6 pages of a personal journal, typed, 10-font. jason is such a diligent journal keeper, i figured, heck, i can do one for tonite. with all the crazy unsorted mess in my head right now, i might as well have them written, esp. after a very comforting conversation with my best friend. i understand myself a lot more now. i'd like to think of myself as strong... i try to do things that i think are best. i think a lot before i make decisions, and thank goodness for my friends because i need a hell of a lot of consulting before i decide on something big. it's funny. i read over my blogs and i sound so spunky and silly... but reading over my journal, i'm much more calmer and thoughtful, more serious. i thought that was interesting (for lack of a better word). i'm still learning a lot about myself, and am beginning to come to terms with some things. i still have issues though... issues that make me want to just hit myself. i'm a troubled girl. i really am. i may look fine and normal, but really, i'm just a nutcase.... muahahahha~!!..... MUAHAHAHA~!!..... MuAHAhAhahAhaAHha~!!!!.... =|

yay~ happy for my friends!! my high school friend daniel just became an uncle on tuesday! woohoo~!! and law (as we all fondly call him.. either that or "bastard") is going to be a movie-making doctor... how's that for original? his first movie will be shown at the Berkeley Film Fest! yayyyy law~!

being able to make ppl laugh is one of the greatest feelings =) just wanted to randomly throw that in. but then again, there are those that i know who "hahhaha" all the freakin time, and i KNOW i couldn't possibly be that funny. but still, perhaps they're trying to make me feel better... or perhaps they're just "loq" (hehe!). anyhoo~ i had a fun day of MORE pool. i believe i won more games over john~ wheee~! yes lemme rant and rave in all my glory! 'cept... played a game with steve and he gave me a good whoopin. it humbled me greatly... afterwards john and i ate at chopstix and played ddr. haven't played that in a while. i was sad b/c of the stoopid machine cuz it jipped me! =*( on a brighter note, my best friend called me today! ooh~ shit. i have to call her back soon. fill her in on my life... it's scary, she knows me like that back of my hand. =) and i love her to death! *HUGZ* and i miss her a great deal.... =/ but with the canada trip coming up, we'll be able to catch up and be our natural, annoying selves! and when we hit up Whistler, i'ma CONQUER the 180... i can do it i can do it....
oh, so john also took his shot at trying to fix my dumb computer. it reminds me of "the sword in the stone"... already 3 ppl have come taken their shot at it... and one by one they trail off... stubborn computer. WORK dangit!! i wanna kill terrorists! maybe if i just give it a lil *kick*... =/ oopsie.
AHHHH!!! it's TENTH WEEK!!! *runs around frantically* "i, janet lee, promise to work hard and concentrate for the next two weeks. also, i shall stay away from IM... *crosses fingers*" >=) i'm hopeless, i know. i think i'll go have myself a cookie now... i got girl scout cookies today, compliments of john! samoas~ YUM YUM! add to my growing collection of cookies... =) yes, collection. i dunno. i like cookies ok.

so i went out with dale tonite and it was cool~ we shot pool, ate dinner, played puzzle fighter, and hung out with friends. it was a pretty fun evening and i just hope things could just stay like this, but i have a gut feeling that they might not... =/ that was really vague, wasn't it? well, i still feel really shitty for having to do what i did, but i KNOW it's the right thing. prior to hanging out with dale, jason and i had a good "hakuna matata"-ish conversation, so thank you for that... u definitely know how to make me feel better, mr. collector. =) and where are my crepes, damnit??
on a sadder note, i'm really worried about my good friend joony, who seems to have the worst luck when it comes to his car... i can't help but worry for him, and i just don't know what i can do to help his situation. hope everything is ok, buddy...

alright~ so i'm trying to keep these entries as interesting as possible, but i don't wanna just list everything i did. and i KNOW everything i say is NOT interesting. that is like the biggest lie... but in any case, here i am. these blogs, interestingly enough, really help to learn more about myself. =) i'm sure i'm not alone here, so don't call me odd. seeing one's thoughts in writing is really something. so here i am thinking out loud.. of course i leave a lot of things out, but what i learned in kindergarten (other than english) was to share! =) and to add to this rambling, i'd just like to add that i'm one confoozed chic. i confooze myself. er~ rather, i don't understand myself. i'd like to think of myself as simple, but really, i'm far from... so i guess mikey was right, afterall: "simple really means complicated"... yeah. ok~ if u can still follow me, then.... scream "HAKUNA MATATA" at the top of your lungs... =)

*sigh* confoozing... i dunno. lotsa things. i have this hypothesis, and i think that when someone spends a lot of time with another person, that someone is very likely to start to develop feelings for that person. i was talking to my friend alex and he was telling me how he had feelings for this girl. he didn't want to, so he said that he needs to spend less time with her and talk to her less. i asked him if that does the trick, and he said that it does. i can't understand that... of course i have friends who have other theories as well, but i think i'll stick to mine. =) furthermore, i can't understand how someone can go from a "really nice, cool person" to "totally heartless, don't want to have anything to do with this person". am i missing something?
anyhoo~ so i had an eventful friday nite! dinner at ruby's, watched castaway, and kicked steve's butt in pool. haha.. no i didn't, but i did in puzzle fighter!!! it was a fun evening, so thanx dood~ =)
frankly, the more i think about it, the more i'm beginning to equate relationships with being leashed, restricted. i see all these negatives... like jealousy, expecting things from one another, getting upset when one doesn't follow through with something, and the list goes on. but what are the positives of being in a relationship? it's like waving goodbye to your friendship, because two ppl can almost never be friends again. =( which makes me very sad. so why does anyone want to be in a relationship so badly? the only real "positive" thing i see that comes with that title is being able to hold hands and be mooshy and whatnot... *sigh* ok so maybe i'm being a little pessimistic.. but that's how i feel at present... =/

my roommate is too funny... =) what's with all these guys and their girl probs? let's just all be friends.. see how wonderful things are when we're all friends? =)

i peed a lot today.. .=| heheee! ok so i feel really bad cuz i was supposed to go over to mikey's yesterday to help him eat the crab legs his mommy sent him... OOPS. i feel terrible about that.. =( sorry dood. thanx for rubbing it in with your v-mail!! *sniff* but i have an excuse. i'm sick. *cough*... =P *COUGH*... see? plus, last nite lil dale (the 4th grade boy i tutor! i love that kid...) was sick, and i think it's cuz of me... =( so after we finished our work, i made him some hot chocolate to soothe his throat. well, i don't think it helped too much, so i went to vons and got him Tylenol Sore Throat. it says not to give it to children under 12 yrs of age... OH WELL! haha, just playing. i asked the pharmacist and she said it was ok, i just don't want his mom to freak out when she reads the box.... =/ so after that i wasn't feelin too hot myself, so i went home and... was productive. yeah. well i was! i helped out a friend. woo hoo~! helpful janet =) now i get to go out tonite cuz i actually have plans!! yayyy! *skips around* update on my eventful friday nite later... =)

i'm not asleep... u know, i think i have bronchitis. i should probably go to see a physician and get some antibiotics. YES i'm TRYING to take care of myself... =P hehe... *trying*... my wishes go out to steve for everything to work out for him... i hope i was helpful. =) chin up! and casey~ u roller coaster of emotions. chill =) *cough cough* ARGH. what's annoying is that they're not even real coughs. they're like... semi-coughs. it hurts my throat too much to make it a real hearty cough. ok so it's late. leeme alone damnit.

so with this whole santee shooting thing, everyone keeps bringing up the topic of homicides and suicides. it's just bombarding my fragile little mind!! and with the seminar from work i attended today, i couldn't help but remember one of my students, and so this poem was born:
ERIKA
think of what you've done
the people you've affected
do you see yourself as a martyr?
because your story lives on through me
i saw myself in you
and you in me.
why did you do what you did?
for the hurt you kept inside
has now multiplied indefinitely
a constant reminder of my mission.
was it by chance that we met?
we sat in the stairwell talking
and you began to open up
but perhaps it wasn't enough time together...
you didn't give yourself enough time.
Erika, you are remembered.
-mar.8, 2001
we need to open ourselves to communication.. and not just talking. half of communicating is listening... not just hearing, but really LISTENING... thoughts and prayers go to santana high...

they say u hurt the ones u love the most... =/ well, i just don't like being the one to hurt someone.. anyone. unless that person is an utter, complete bitch/ass. hehe! but why does it feel so bad to be doing something that i know i need to do? it almost feels like i'm betraying someone.. but i know i'm not. WHY WHY WHY?!! this SUX!... =| i'm ok. just not feeling too great. i'm glad my friends are there for me =) esp. my bestest bestest friend hayley!! we get to spend our first spring break together wheee~! yayyy! see i'm happy =)

ok so~ it's late and i should be asleep. my arms and neck are aching from a very productive day of rock climbing! (climb on!) and my toenail is falling off. i know. ew. sorry what can i say. it happens. hehee.. first time for everything! also~ never EVER stop on a railroad track... ever. i was sick and my head was clouded today. that's something i'd never do. i dunno where my mind was. =P it wasn't a near-death experience or anything, but damnit it scared the shit outta me. *cough cough* =( long day tomorrow... but chin up! =) a day full of students!! yay! (i'd better not get em sick... =/ bleh~)

alrighty so i'm new at this, and it's sumthin that i've been meaning to do as a part of my new website... only, i didn't know there was actually a whole thing on this. so i'll utilize this nifty lil concoction. =) enjoy~ (yes, john, u can take credit for this too)