i am janet. hear me roar.

hallo? anyone hear me? welcome to the thoughts of dorkyjanet. u'll realize how un-dorky she really is =)

Wednesday, June 20, 2001

hm. the week is only halfway over and already i'm blowing a lot of moolah. =P my car tune-up cost a grip. well, i spent a lot of it on books too. got myself test prep books for the CBEST and the GRE, and for leisure reading i got this book called "Growing Up Asian American", a compilation of short stories and excerpts of the coming of age. Then yesterday i got myself a classic that i've never read "Little Women", but before i read these i'm going to read "Memoirs of a Geisha" which jason highly recommends. =) so i've got plenty to do. now i have to register for second session summer school. hm. =/ where to get money to pay for rent, car, and school, in addition to everything else? =P oy~

sooOooOo~ what do u do if your parents tell u to marry someone of the same ethnicity as u, and if u don't, they won't be able to communicate with your children in their native language, therefore they will move back to their home country? now, if my parents wanted me to marry a korean, they shoulda stayed in korea instead of bringing me over to a melting country. er... melting pot country. left out one crucial word. we also had a somewhat heated discussion about my career. apparently they have some issues with me wanting to teach at a low-income school. they're ok with me doing it for a few years, but afterwards they'd like to see me go to a better school. but those are schools that already hire the more experienced, "better" teachers. maybe if i get an offer/position i can't refuse, then perhaps. but for now, i'm determined to make an impact at an inner city school...

i'm getting tanned pretty quickly. i should listen to my mommy and use sunblock. u guys should too! don't want skin cancer and whatnot. =) stay safe! i love playing outside wheee~ jason taught me how to throw a fastball the other day. wwaattchh out now~! =) hehe. ok the weather is quite hot and it's making me quite lazy. i could easily fall into another nap... right.. about...... now.....

Tuesday, June 19, 2001

so on father's day my family and relatives drove wayyyy out east, past riverside and into beaumont, to go pick cherries at an orchard! =) and we came back with about 20 lbs of it. DAMN they're good. they're addicting. i got to climb the trees to get to the nice juicy sun-ripened ones at the top. the only bad thing was that a lot of times the cherries would end up going into my mouth instead of my bucket. =) hehehe.. what can i say man. these are dammmnnn good... YUM!

i forgot how hot summer gets. too much of this winter season and now i'm like.. ah. it's too hot. wahh. i can't breathe. turn on the a/c. ya know? need summer clothes too.. =/ aw man. this means i have to shave a lot more often too... oh. =X hehe.

Monday, June 18, 2001

i've decided to pick up a new hobby! going to card stores and reading random cards. =) check this funny one out for example: "i think the man who invented the bagpipe was trying to smoke something but accidentally made music" hhahAHahAhAHahaa~!!

btw... i'm glad my two very good friends are safe from a very scary auto accident. davy and wu, u two are butt freakin lucky to have only gotten out of it with minor injuries... thank GOODNESS. and YES, i still have roommates for next year! muahahhaha~! i'm sorta sad everyone always does their own thing during the summer... =( bye bye~ i will miss u guys for the duration of the summer. don't forget to call me or something the day i turn 21. =) many of u will be gone far far away...

oh yeah. and... uh. did i say i'd buy everyone boba? uh. hehe. he.. =P that was me being caught up in the rapture of having finished finals. crazyjanet.

Friday, June 15, 2001

HALLELUJAH I AM DONE!!! FINISHED! EL FIN! *muah muah!* i love everyone! i'll treat everyone to boba! what a beautiful day! wheeee~!!!! ok time to go turn my papers in now. =) *sigh of relief* HeLLLLoOooOOoo~ summer!

and did i mention?? i got the Summer RA position with Upward Bound! yayyy~!!! =) =) =)

hahahah this is hilarious. no, not the fact that i still have several more pages to go, but read this:
"Some of Snow Summit Mountain Resort's summer activities include a Scenic Sky Chair ride, hiking, mountain biking and racing."
anyone else find that funny? suddenly, the boring ol "ski lift" becomes a "scenic sky chair"!!! heheeehee!...
ok so about a week ago jason and i go to Vons, right? and right before we enter there's this sign and i laugh. i have a thing for funny signs that really aren't meant to be funny, but i find them to be so. =) in any case, the sign read "Please select a cart before entering." as soon as i read it i giggled to myself. jason asks me what's so funny, but for some weird reason he knows what i'm laughing at. so he "selected" a cart by pointing to one, and we carried on. =) well i'm glad someone appreciates and understands my humor!

oh my GOODNESS. TAKE ME HERE: summer @ Mammoth! droooL~...

ok back to my papers... it's quite a challenge trying to fight delirium at this time of nite.. er, day... whateverz. =P

Thursday, June 14, 2001

aaahhhhh~!!! MINE EYES!!! O_O.... >_<... O_O.... i can still see! hallelujah~! i was staring at my screen and books for so damn long yesterday! i got one of my papers done! and almost finished my other paper. and today i must finish my last paper. i don't know if i'll be done by tonite, but we shall see. and then... come tomorrow, i shall be FREE~!!! FREE AT LAST!!! mUAhAhaHAhaha~!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA~!!!!

..help...

Tuesday, June 12, 2001

bored? need more reasons not to study? of course, janet can help in that department! =)
http://games.sohu.com/fightgame/fight3.swf
http://www.card1004.com/card/bsjj/53.swf
http://www.riddleme.com/html/cow.html

$30 for a fill up is NOT cool... =P makes me wanna get a hybrid car.
ok enough already with the mcveigh execution! i have my own issues about that, but alrighty already...! ... ok sorry i'm just a bit on the sick side. still drugging myself and whatnot. i will be SOOOOO happy come 3pm friday... =) =) =) but until then, must keep chuggin along... and i've a few graduations to attend, but sunday's also Father's Day, so that kinda makes the sunday graduation difficult to attend... =/ hm. ok i'll think about that stuff later. for now, i shall only think, eat, drink, breathe, pee, and live finals. *nod*

i better get better. this sux. being sick, i mean. on top of studying for finals =P oy~... i been druggin myself left and right to avoid getting any sicker, it being finals week and all. gotta take all precautions. took sudafed last nite, this morning and a few hours ago. also popped in a few advils in between to get rid of these aches. even ate soup, drank orange juice constantly, took vitamins... this is NOT fun...

well i hope everyone else who has finals is faring well! just one more week to trudge though. we're all trooperS! =) yeah! and i find out if i get my summer RA position this week. *cross fingers* KEEP STUDYING HARD, EVERYONE!

Friday, June 08, 2001

so i pulled an all-niter on wed. nite to get my 8-pg research paper done.. =P oy~ not a happy camper. but thanks to jason i got all my research done in an hour. hehe. i really should figure out how to load the microfische on my own. =) well... NO IN-CLASS FINALS FOR ME!!! ALLLL take-home! =) wait, why did i just smile? i have 4 papers to write. there goes my weekend... it's ok. just ONE MORE WEEK... G'LUCK TO EVERYONE!

OH yeah! i got Outreach Coordinator for APSA! yayyy~! heLLLoOoOoo~ high school conference and high school students! =) what a vision i have.. =) i hope i can do my job well. it seems lots of ppl have faith in me... i certainly hope i don't let anyone down.

i interviewed for Upward Bound today for the RA/Counselor position. They told me that i pretty much got it, what with all my experience, familiarity with such programs and whatnot. =) yay! i'll find out for sure next week! wheeee~ and i finished my last day of tutoring at Gompers today. =( i'll miss those crazy kids, but i hope they'll do well next year. don't know if i'm going back there to tutor again. only time will tell... and as for lil dale. of course i'ma stick around for him til god knows when. =) i've a story about him. something that makes me feel proud and that i've accomplished what i wanted to with him. u will hear about it next time... =) it encompasses part of my pedagogy...

Monday, June 04, 2001

10th WEEK... and FINALS slowly approaching...
one word: AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!