my sickness turned out to be bronchitis... again! i get it every other year or so. =p
i'm in a much better place than i was a month ago. friends help so much! i love my friends. it was good to see the old boys from SD last weekend. i went to bed when the sun was coming up! haven't done that since college days. i miss la jolla bonfires. i like contained fire. =) and smores. mmm... thanks guys for being.. there. i miss u!!!
i don't feel sadness so much as a feel disappointment now. i can't explain it. i'm actually ok. =) not 100%, not even 90% but definitely more than halfway ok! i can't wait to be totally ok soon. i think i'm progressing at a pretty good pace. i actually think i'm handling all this in a great way!!! being single won't be so bad...